"It's alright," Vax said to reassure him. "I realize I'm not in the habit of talking about it out loud, that's all. And because...it took my sister dying, and my being desperate to have her back again. I struck a bargain with the goddess of death I couldn't begin to understand, and for her own reasons, she accepted. She answered me, when I was in my greatest need - and she always has. So it was really conversion through stupidity, I suppose."