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If you see a version of me that's a little bit older, it's not one of my hallucinations I swear. It really is me. Apparently older me decided to pay me a visit today. I apologize ahead of time if she's bitchy at you. We had a little WWE bout of stubborn Molly vs. stubborn Winter Lady. I'm sure the shrinks would have a field day with that one but she went off to 'clear her head'. Which is Molly speak for avoiding things until her temper at me goes away.

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Is it wrong that I want to meet her?

Only if it's okay with you. And only if you're okay. Are you?

Nope and it's cool if you want to meet her. I'd want to meet future you, too if he ever came visiting.

I'm surprisingly okay after other me took me on a magical mystery tour. She wanted to show me that I'm a surprisingly well adjusted Winter Lady. Of course, I had a looney tunes before me so the bar was kind of low.

If future me ever comes visiting, it's cool with me if you meet him. Maybe don't... you know, fuck him.

Do you want to talk about what you saw? That's more important to me than meeting her.

As tempting as that would be to compare notes about future you and you, I wouldn't. He isn't you. Future me is me but not me, you know? Like I told Jane, we're our choices and she made different choices than me... well at least I think she did. I guess we'll find out. :)

She had to do something for the greater good that I could tell left her raw. She wouldn't tell me what it was except that I had to make hard choices. No shit, right? Like I haven't already, but seeing my life as the Winter Lady I feel a part of something, I don't know, bigger. Like I have a purpose that I didn't before. Except I see the potential to do something because I think it might be right and that's a slippery slope as a Winter Fae. Sure I have Harry there to make sure I don't go Darth Vader but we both know how stubborn I can be and I'd probably win the stubborn battle with Harry.

Exactly. Besides, I'd hate to be jealous of myself. ;)

If I have anything to say about it, you'll have me and Bo. ...which really doesn't help with the stubborn any. Or the Dr. Doom prospects. Maybe between the three of us we'll have enough perspective to make good choices.

It won't help the stubborn but at least I'll listen to you both, so that's a plus. ;)

Seriously though, I would appreciate all the help ever. The Winter Fae might think otherwise, but too bad. That's how this Winter Lady is going to be.

Whatever our futures are, you'll have my help. I'm not planning on being separated, no matter what this place wants to say about it.

Stubborn seems to run in our relationships. ;) I like it.

And I love you.

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